This is my Box of Chocolate

Felt like i haven eaten for days..

2009-08-26T12:55:00.000-07:00

Tried sleeping awhile ago and I can't seem to doze off.. Have this sudden huge craving for food. Started around 7 in the evening yesterday when I had a memory flash about Jogoya where me and the pig ate like we haven eaten for months. Missed those small size coconuts and all you can eat haegan daz ice cream. Then in went to smaller things. Suddenly missed Poh Kwong Park Kueh Chap and Green Road Ah Pek Taugeh Mee. Now I'm so craving for openair market porridge to the point I keep going to Gordon's facebook at look at them pictures of porridge.

AAaAAHHhHHHHHH!!
=(

This time 2 months ago...

2009-08-21T05:43:00.000-07:00

Sharon's been asking for this for God knows how long and somehow today the time was right.. It felt right too despite me potentially having H1N1.. but fuck that.. I got something more important to address today..

Today, 2 months ago.. something magical came into my life.. something, life-changing.. A revelation, changed me from the screw up I was.. to what I am today. 2 months ago, I made the greatest girl in the world, my greatest girl in the world..

We, are two of the most different people in the world, but for some odd reason, doesn't feel that way not even one bit.. we clicked, from hello.. She made falling for her.. impossible to resist.. Everytime I with her, she makes everything better, A bruise, a cut.. anger or sadness.

I think about her all the time.
I think about her even when I'm with her.
I look at her, and I can't stop looking at her.
I look at her and I think,
This woman could be the only one in the world who fully understands me..
I look at her and I think,
That angel knows who I am..
And loves me anyway..

Although you might never read this, or you'd read this after god knows how many months but.. baby.. 2 months ago you made me the happiest man in the world.. I'm not shy to tell this to the world.. Eventhough its only 2 months.. I'm already looking forward to the many more ahead..

.. I love you..

When Boredom takes over..desperation kicks in.. and...

2009-08-09T00:59:00.001-07:00

You end up putting yourself through misery just to mainly past time.. And I did exactly that~! Okay, might be exaggerating a little bit.. but heck.. I deserve a little exaggeration. So, here's the story..
Been off the world of the facebooks, the bloggers, the youtubes.. etc etc for about 2 weeks because, I kindda lost my internet due to unpaid bills. ey~ don't look at me like it never happened to you.. its somewhat a semester routine for me. I start every semester with unpaid bills. Go ahead a judge me. And well, I kindda saw that coming so, I went online searching for games like any 22 yr old dude would do. And I couldn't find anything partially interesting. I ended up getting myself a copy of Wall-E which in many ways was a little bit of hell at itself. Not only was it like an overated old Sonic the Hedgehog typof game but what annoys me the most in the game is that they have them puzzles for 3 yr olds all over each stages. And for 2 weeks, I had to get by playing this poop. I actually finished the storyline twice just to get all the small artifacts or what they call it because, practically thats the only thing i was looking forward to in the game because they have them funny short clips each time Wall-E finds a rubber duckie, or a boomerang.. etc etc.

Just writing for writing's sake.. So.. till next time.. ToodleS

Wonder what Ev-vah is doing now..

My LURVE Affair with You!

2009-07-01T22:06:00.000-07:00

This is a repeated post somewhat but I guess I'll have to go into deeper detail.. Woke up this morning, extremely early I might add and went on my usual start of the day rituals on the computer, varies from facebook, to newsnow for more Villa news and then to the emails and WOoo.. nuffnang. *click click*.

There's a competition!

Since I've been in Boring Central having something to do for once is like a gift from Heaven. Trust me. I'm in desperation for something different besides what I've been doing, here. So So, what do I love and miss the most. Something different from the usual girlfriend/boyfriend, buddies, family, transformers and those mumbo jumbo. Ran nowhere til it suddenly hit me, the biggest part of my teenage life. Was my bowling days. Here's the story.

My love affair started when I was 8. I started following my dad to the alley, he was a bowler and was pretty decent bowler back in the days, (psst.. crap when compared to my standards..haha) I used to follow him to the alley every week til eventually I met the guyz there. Most of my childhood memories surrounds the sport but my dad didn't allow me to start playing til I was 12 saying I'd break my wrist. Came to secondary school, immediately joined the club, dragged a few of my besties over too and Edward almost made the state squad. (u should thank me bud). Remembered i struct my first above 200 score after 4months. Then me and Edward used to keep score on our head to heads. Good times. I remembered me and Edward winning our first interschool league title on our first year in the squad with Romulus and Edwin. The LURVE affair didn't stop there. Went around competing, awesome experience, met loads of friends. I can't say along the way there weren't any bumps. Like any Lurve affair, they're ups and downs. Like every LURVE multi-grain chips, with a twist of a finger it cracks.

Downs were abundant from mistakes in judgments getting me into the coach's bad side, from disappointments from competitions to losing out on squads. Not to say the injuries I got from it. My fingers were a nightmare. Swells and dead skins all over. Blisters and cuts are usual demons.Snapped my back once, nothing to major but it didn't heal too well, am still having the occasional bother til today. Pulled a nerve from the palm til the elbow, couldn't write or do anything for about a month. Healthy snacking were always lacking. Spent all day at the alley so wez eating crap food but it all doesn't matter. I slept ate and breathed bowling.

It all ended after my high school days. I had to go off studying and the alley in Miri when I first got here was pathetic. Competitions were non-existent. Ended my dream when I lost my gear and picked up my ankle injury from futsal. The world just ain't as kind once you get older.

But hey, its better to LURVE than nvr LURVED at all. This LURVE affair wez all forgotten until i saw THIS.

Wi-Bowl Bowling Ball.. Applies to all bowling games for the Wii console which is absolutely 101% AWESOME! It even have finger plugs that makes it an awesomely real experience. Requires users to mimic every critical motion needed for real bowling itself. It's like playing bowling, but playing it at home! Although, I doubt the weight factor is included but.. hey, its still awesome~

till next time peeps~ nuffnang! call me =)
CHEERIOS

2009-06-30T19:37:00.000-07:00

Roped into it..
Awaiting Execution..

When there's nobody around...

2009-06-28T20:01:00.001-07:00

Ah~! taking a day of mcdrunkie duty and actually blog for once.. Been a long time since i actually written anything humanly readable.. Kindda miss it.. Wonder how people get by with picture blogs and drawings.. Probably ain't that into drawing after all.. But c'mon.. mcdrunkie's cute rite? haha ..

Been alone in miri for the past few days and it really isn't too bad.. Seriously~ partially cos I don't have anything troubling to think about now.. Nothing sad to dwell on.. and I find it rather relaxing. Getting by with nothing to do.. All day to myself and somehow everything looks brighter. The grass looks greener. The air feels fresher. I'm in heaven. Feels like home in Miri somehow. A relaxing slacking town. Kuching's getting a lil over hustling and bustling. Soon to be the next KK and later KL i suspect. Which sucks.. haha I don't wanna have to drive 30mins to an hr to a mall.. Wreaks! Ya'll might be wondering how i get by time, with yaknow everyone elsewhere. Well. I still have Shirley and Jason for the mean time. Ok.. back to the point..

I start my days, freaking early. Don't ask me why.. I wake up around 6 or so. Den off to Fun Cafe for breakfast. I'm there every single morning to the point the aunty knwos what I drink and eat everyday. Odd i know. They're Kuching people, so.. feels more homely. Spend about an hr there looking at pictures in Chinese Newspapers and enjoying the coffee den I head home. Once home.. i laze around doing this...

Screwing around with my mum's farm on barn buddies. Yeah my mum's a facebooker.. ain't that the coolesT?

WOrking on my restaurant.. hehe.. =P

An on occasions like today, There's a WWE Pay PEr View on, WWE Bash. So I went on Justin.tv. Catch the show live and for free~. GOt annoying though cause management kept closing down channels. So, spents a while switching here and there. I caught the whole show though, wasn't the best but cheap, so what the hell. The main event was crap though. Didn't match the hype.

So.. for the rest of the day, I spent it on...

Texting.....texting... and texting...

Minor minor weight work.. too light though .. need the aerobics =P~ I'm like one of those crackers yaknow, coated by a layer of blub.. from head to toe.. SERIOUS.. =(

And when the 80 gigs of movies, shows and sitcoms doesn't cut it.. I....

Got vain.. haha..

CHEerios.. Peeps.

Yes! I was a Jacko Wanabe~

2009-06-27T19:45:00.000-07:00

Grew up idolizing the man, wanting to be the man, tried moving like the man and I think I sounded like the man, or so i hoped.

The lost of a legend, the lost of an icon, the lost of the man. Tribute to the man who made me who I am today. "If you wanna be my lover, it don't matter if your black of white.." Cheers mate, may u bring life to the afterlife.

A funnel kills even a mug of beer~

2009-06-21T21:44:00.000-07:00

You don't know how it feels to die before you go 1 on 1 with...

THE FUNNEL

Mcdrunkie wasn't around to blog for the past few days because. he was a little too busy drinking and recovering from major hangover.. so.. yeah.. been a weekend of hardcore partying.. And when mcdrunkie says hardcore.. it is HARDCORE.. haha.. well.. for most of the participants, they're leaving miri for good with their future to look forward to and with a pinch of sadness and jubilance.. we partied hard~

but i wouldn't know because, I kindda forgotten or was not even awake for the most of it. My memory are plain stories from the rest.. so.. BUMMER to me..

Before i died.. haha..

the 61 liters we finished~.. ( calculations made my alflirt )

till next time peeps..
=)

SIck of You~

2009-06-18T11:04:00.001-07:00

I am so sick of your lies..
so sick of your empty promises..
Why even give me hope at the 1st place?
Don't say I'm childish.. cos I am not..
You don't know what I have to go through, you don't understand..
Screw it.. Screw you..

As Promised! I am Back!

2009-06-17T04:41:00.001-07:00

Been awhile, been a long wait.. At long last, i resurrected my liver's darkest fear..

MCDRUNKIE!

YOu know You know..

2009-06-16T11:22:00.000-07:00

LoL.. I am bored..

Just got home from a night out with the gang.. went Soho and the Island, haha.. meet all my needs.. Was in a boozing mood and well, i boozed all night.. which was awesome.. I had 2 mugs of Guiness at Soho, cost me a god damn fortune and a sex at the beach cocktail, which when compared to the rest, tasted the most awesome.. LoL.. I currently still boozing..downling me carlsberg.. haha.. omg.. spent too much money today.. so from tomorrow onwards.. i gotta start eating grass.. haha..

OH OH OH!
i promise you!! tomorrow, mcdrunkie will finally make a long awaited return.. been a while since i drew.. haha.. well.. seeya 2mr peeps.. =D
hugs and kisses.. =D
cheerioss

When the time comes..

2009-05-29T20:18:00.000-07:00

When the time comes, I might be able to smile again..
When the time comes, I might be able to stop the rain..
When the time comes, Skies will be blue and all would be true..
That in reality happiness is long overdue..

I choose to avoid,
And that i am certain..
I choose to avoid,
And that I in no return..
I choose to avoid,
Cause is troubling otherwise,
I choose to avoid
As there's no end by doing otherwise..

What else am I to do..
What else could I have done..
When all printed black and blue..
When all is set and done..

What else would you have done..
If you were in my shoes..
Will you flee and run..
Or will you stay and choose..
For there's no happy ending..
In this sobbing ranting.
I for one had had enough..
I for one is not that tough..
I am only human..
I am only sane..
I am only that capable..
To not drive myself insane..

Till next post peeps..
thanks for listening 2 the ranting..

A view on the highs and lowss

2009-05-25T01:57:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was awesome.. and well..today practically sucked.. Big time.. There's just too wide of a difference and..further aggravates the suckitivity of today.. Bitter sweet my ass.. All I could picture doing now is grab a stick and whack the poop outta my Unit Controller for the workload I'm having to do today.. Cunt.. suck on this..

Escape Escape..

2009-05-21T16:22:00.000-07:00

Another night spent typing and reading my ass off.. accompanied by buddies and my pack of reds.. Man.. Gonna be a hell of a month till finals.. =P Yr 3 yr 3... pls pls come to an end.. FASTER

Work work work

2009-05-21T12:31:00.000-07:00

Why am I studying this load of crap?
Why is it so god damn hard?
Why why why?

What are the oddS?

2009-05-19T23:32:00.000-07:00

Two entries in a day..after an absence of about a month or so.. what are the odds? Came in to clear out the emoness in the realm of mcdrunkie.. man i miss my drawings.. anyone miss it too? I wonder.. have been busy trying to figure out how to do the combine project and it is damn hell a huge challenge.. No doubt.. Possibly the hardest project to date and i'm busting my brains.. not saying it literally.. Its tough, worth 50 marks so.. Gotta keep going on i guess.. Got a bunch of tests next week too.. so..gotta get it done by this week.. Or else I'm doomed.. Stress.. Misfortunes usually come in times like these.. Lets see how things'll work out this time around.. Chances are.. not too good.. Gotta try being a better student..

When it falls, it falls all at once.

2009-05-19T11:29:00.000-07:00

Been awhile since I last updated and heaps have happened.. Emokids have evolved into a bigger family now.. Fun are further expanding.. Just that, everything is clouded.. General happiness just don't cut it anymore.. As annoying as it seems, expectations have increased.. This back as it was a yr ago would be legendary.. Just don't cut it..

Fake smiles go dry eventually, and its coming to an end now. I'm drowning in the midst of deprivation. Deprived of what I really need. A wanting so deep, and for the 1st time after such a long time. Stupidity it may be, unappreciative as I was.. I finally realized.. I am only happy when I see the smile I've longed for each and everyday.. your shine of the sun.. your winkle of the moonlight.. your litters from the stars.. is where my happiness lies

Let's Go BowLing!!

2009-04-08T02:58:00.000-07:00

With half the emokids gone home or on the road trip to Kuching.. Me, Victor, Jason and Yuki, with Felix and Tracy went for bowling and movies. See how i put the couples together? haha. Last but not least, Ian with his Dunhills and his ex-baby.. B-b-b-owwlingg.. Funny thing is after all this years.. it's still the most fun ever.. With the fundings, U'd probably see me back in the bowling scene.. My offshore platform had better have a bowling alley. haha.. That'll occupy my weeks and months up in the middle of nowhere man..

AnYwhoo.. PictureS!

Muh Shoes.. God knows Y Yuki-jie took this pictures.. foot fetish maybe.. =D

LoL.. Ball Selections People.. they come with many colors.. All with different weights to fulfill your everyday needs.. Man.. look at my flabs =(

Muh final Approach.. LoL.. Not too shabby not too shabby.. Arms bending over a little.. Gotta correct that next time.. I miss my old gear man.. No clue where its at now.. HardBalls jst won't do with heavy pins. I get splits for fun. Pockets shots went light give me 5-10 5 -7 splits.. All fun all fun.. Managed a 132 , 134 and 166. Massive drop of standard.. Lets go play again peeePS~ =)

Me! superbly satisfied.. =) man im still fat =(

Earth Hour! Emokidz style~

2009-03-29T06:24:00.000-07:00

Earth Hour emokid style, Lights Off.. Booze On~
60 cans in 60mins..
And Guess Wad..
We did it!

15 minutes in..
30 minutes in..

aNd all of a sudden the lights went on and.. VOILA

Great Success~!! 60 cans in 60 minutes..

With 7 cans in the system, in an hr.. we start doing stupid things.. this is one of them..

Boo~

The one and only casualty.. Partial Casualty..

Til next time Peeps,
Happy Earth Hour..

With The emowolves around..

2009-03-25T03:45:00.000-07:00

I need 2 emails.. One specially for the facebook and the other for actual amusement. Its crazy the amount of notifications they'd give me a day with picture comments and Mr. and Miss Curtin jokes, status comments and etc etc. Its crazy. 2009 unread mails in about a week or so. Sick guyz, SICK! haha.. Like the irony of the number though.

I promised you more pictures.. so here's PArt 2 of Bimbo Post 101.. In today's class, we tend to the more viewer friendly, eye-pleasing, panoramic orgasmic pictures.

LooK~ its a tree!

Wow! A Tree says Shirlene.. and Rachel goes "huh?"

Its a BirD!? Its A plane?! Naww, its jst a cheapass Doraemon Kite..

After the Crocodile fight.. The Croc is in the water.. Oh.. gluck 4 exams btw Miss Croc..

Didja get ur panoramic orgasm? No? Neither did I.. Well.. maybe this will ignite something. Its cheesy pics of the sunset. haha.. Good shots tho.

Till Next Time PEeps~ Rotaract Welcoming PartaY~

I promised you pictures~ or did i? Part 1

2009-03-20T21:01:00.000-07:00

Oh yes i did! Here's pictures from the Beach Partay~.. No bikinis and mankinis.. c'mon.. this is Malaysia we're talking about. The nation of obscure insecurities when it comes to sexiness..

The GrouP
The spectators.. hot ppl i know..
(apple, apple's bf, chan, bao shu and tingmung)
spelling of names are probably wrong..

Now now, have you heard of the game "Ah Seng"? One of those childhood games I used to play back in kindergarten and primary school. Well, if you're a dude and never heard of it. You probably never had a childhood or are too well pampered to play games that doesn't require melamine induced products.

Provocation aside, Ah Seng is a game where you have to run from one end to another of a rectangle. Easy. The trick to it is that there are lines with guards that would restrict you the easy access and a simple tap would mean you're caught. The winner would be the team with the most members at the finishing line.

Spectating the earlier rounds..
And the game begins..
Check out the guy with the Villa Jersey~ but to no avail though, Benson made it through..
After all that running, we started throwing people into the water. Pictures weren't taken from the rest of our victims but this one was a tough one. It's like fighting a croc. She was wiggling like there's no tomorrow. A great challenge but noone can stop emokids~

More pictures to come in part 2 peeps..
Till next time..

Mr. and Miss Curtin 2009

2009-03-19T17:36:00.000-07:00

Curtin organised a Mr and Miss Curtin competition for the coming open day in April and I could see this becoming an annual thing now cos it is just THAT awesome.. Imagine you being nominated and friends supporting ya with teases and votes.. Its a plain awesome idea..

Presenting our representative from emokids~ Mr Victor Cho!!

Look at that picture. Intimidating ain't it. Look like his next move would to be to yank your eyes balls of its sockets and stomp on it. But on a contrary, Mr. Victor Cho here although looking all fierce and intimidating has a heart. He has a soft spot for Cats. There was this one named Kitty and they got close. Haha. And i mean really close. He drives an Avanza or used to. Now he's drivign a huge ass car but I'm not the into car type so I'm not sure what car it was. Haha.. So~ to not further emphasize how gay this already is, this would be it. Do vote for our friend Mr. Victor Cho!!

For more abt Mr. and Miss Curtin as I know you kinky people wud like checking out hot guyz and hot babes. Go Here

EMokids~ emokidsz..

2009-03-16T19:27:00.000-07:00

Been having people asking me what's this emokid thing in front of my msn nick.. haha.. and well, for those who are way too shy to ask.. This is emokid.. haha.. A bunch of gay ass dudes wearing the same T-shirt.. We drink, we play, we back each other up.. We're like a self-made version of a fraternity.. COol bunch of dudes with heaps of poop to throw around.. This is only the Miri family. Heaps others over in Australia. Ey, still open for membership. We'll think of something to inaugurate you. We always have..

Another day spent with the bOoks.. Sickening..

2009-03-15T14:47:00.000-07:00

On the books.. On the books..

I am sleeping on the books..

Studying like this remind me how much I wish I could graduate this semester.. Its not all fun anymore which wreaks. Brain wasn't as fresh as it were back in the days. Too much poison in my system I'm sure. But unavoidable as it seems. 1 1/2 yrs to go.. Seconds are ticking down..

MTO oh MTO.. Why must Farooq be teaching MTO..

I'd be so much more interested if it weren't you.. Dr. Robotnik with your cigarette cologne.. But NOooOo. they had to choose you for the hardest unit this semester. Hours and hours on it and all I'd wanna do now is whack you with my elongated manliness. Why did Curtin accept such a lecturer? Why? Wonder how much they're paying you for boring the life out of us and shortening out life span at the same time. You almost cost me my life last semester with Reaction Engineering. Thought I'd see you for the last time. Guess not...

The strain of the brain with the grumbling of the tummy. Deadly combination. Zzz..

Was trying out my phone camera a while ago and yeaP.. like everything else I owned, its dead. Normal pictures look like this now.. No.. oh wait.. my card reader went to heaven too.. Argh! Foul. Plain Foul.. I need my whining like a bitch session.. Sha~ why mst u be asleep at 6am in the morning.. Zzz..

Till next time Peeps..

It's.. wait for it.. Legendary~

2009-03-14T17:43:00.000-07:00

LoL.. been watching "how i met your mother" a little too much.. Man that show's awesome. Neil Patrick Harris is the man.. hands down.. From small acts since Doogie Howser, came this. Awesome.. I am two seasons down and two to go before I catch up to the weekly routine.. Been off loads of my series, way behind with Supernaturals, Heroes and Prison Break.. Oh, and american idol too. Haven watched the wildcard show yet. I wonder who made it. NO SPOILERS PLEASE. Just in case, I wun be reading any comments if they come by..

Back to the point, LEGENDARY is to last night. Rotaract welcoming party to Balcony to Thai Bar. I din get enough buzz though but it was still awesome till freaking cops turn up and spoil all the fun. Heck, it was only 2.30am man. Underagers should be thankful they didn't start the check. I wished I had pictures though but haven got hold on it yet. Heck, I don't even have pictures of the Beach PArty. My blog's been starved of pictures and mcdrunkie. Will try harder to find the time. Having a huge MTO test on Tuesday. 20% of the final marks i think. LEts pray I get past this. MTO's no laughing matter man. Been through lecture notes and got a handful out of it only. Can't seem to grasp everything but tutorials will help I guess. Wish me luck peeps.. =)

Till next time, another boring entry filled with words.. i know i know..

How humor distracts people..

2009-03-08T12:51:00.000-07:00

Was supposed to be brain digging, researching for PPE assignment, then Sha asked me to watch 'mutton at midnight.. And thanks to her, I'm hooked.. you would be too..trust me.. Here's a clip..

Vulgarity Vulgarity,, Off with the vulgarity

2009-03-08T05:45:00.001-07:00

Pardon me for the last post. Utterly filled with crudity but with utter satisfaction but not for the eyes of the public and to those not involved, a huge bummer i bid to you but to whom this may concern, please read this. I beg of you read it! Get pissed, get sad.. Cry.. But this post is not about you so don't flatter yourself, just a side note.

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Anywho~ don't you guys miss Mcdrunkie? I sure do~ but I can't welcome him back yet. I don't have Adobe Illustrator thus yet but will get it as soon as I'm done with my assignments. Then you'd see mcdrunkie reborn! Maybe with legs this time if i finally figure out how to put it on em. Ideas are always welcome.

I'm finally getting used to Miri once again. I figured it ain't that bad after all despite utter boredom at times and constant eye straining, watching movies. Was on a 4 movies a day schedule before I got my internet back. Movies that was supposed to last me months and months of boredom disappeared in a week. Name any movie out 2-3months ago. I probably watched them. Currently on a download streak to make up and since Yuki's gone to Jason's crib. Internet bandwidth, practically all goes to me. Anis isn't much of a internet user I figured. Its like I own this line and thats owesome. 150-200kbs download speed. Okay, that ain't fast enough to brag about but hey, In Malaysia, all standards drop a few notches. I get 10 or so movies done a day so, yeah back in business people.

I've got myself a few games too. Currently on COD4, FM2009, Splinter Cell and The Godfather. Old stuff I know, but I haven't got myself a graphic card yet. Had to deal with the one integrated to the motherboard. Victor has heaps of other games with high requirements and am dying to try them out.

I'd need one of these..

Or one of these.

Hmm, Christmas is in a couple months, early presents are always welcome. Haha~

The next post would be on Rotaract's First Function.
Stay tune, Till next time..

When I meet people like you I go..

2009-03-06T23:14:00.000-08:00

WHY DID GOD CREATED ASSWIPES CUNT-TRASH DICKWADS LIKE YOU?

U left me eating nothing, having to borrow money from people just to pay for my own needs.. what kindda person does that? Its not like you don't have the money.. You have enough to go perth, So u can't say you don't haev any to pay me.. spend a hundred aussie less than u got it.. YOu cunt.. I know you're not any good of a person but hey.. I just realised how considerate I am for evaluating you and Yeah, you top of my go fuck yourself people.. You piece of trash..

At last I'm like everyone else..

2009-03-05T14:47:00.000-08:00

Call me a drama king if it pleases you but after going through an agonizing 2 weeks, I could care less what people think of me now. Came back to Miri on the 24th of February, a day after my birthday and it was instantly that blue skies turned gray. I came home with stacks and stacks of massive bills to solve. And till today, its not fully settled yet. A huge headache and a pain in the ass aside from a financially restricted month. All this pressure non-existant at home. Guess the world's not such a nice place after all. Aside from all that mumbo jumbo, Miri's not as bad as I thought it would be. Maybe just required a little getting used to. I arrived here and was greeted with a Surprise Party and yeah, made all things cooler somehow. Not to be all soft but yeah, it was touching. My 1st ever surprise party. In return buddies, I weather the storm specially for you people. I downed way too much alcohol than I normally do. Had a massive hangover the next day. All this for you ppl, savour it.. there's no next time. I hope..

Been having sleepless nights as of late, insomniating. The usual 12hrs a day sleeper reduced to a mere 5hrs a day. But somehow or rather it's refreshing. I'm half as lazy as I used to be. Maybe 5 hrs is all i need after all. As for school, its going alright somehow. I'd usually be lost by now but this time I'm surviving. Lecturer's are better in many sense, except with Farooq but screw him for now. I'd suck up much later. I guess its back to business. Got my 1st assignment due on the 13th and a test the next week and another the following week. Got a bowling competition to organise at the end of the month. Preparations are scarce. Got internship to deal with. Yeah, back to business..

I'm saying it like I'm hating all this but I just know I'd look back and miss this. All this ruckus and brain-strain. In 1 1/2 years, it'll all be over. Along the way, many friends would be coming to the end of their journey too. Gonna have a lot of goodbyes soon and with a wink of an eye, another phase is ending. May it be significant or otherwise, may it be well-received or otherwise, nothing lasts forever. Its been great fun and there's still more. Till it all ends, lets jst make the best of everything.

Till next time, its good to be back..
Cheers

Goodbye land of no worries..

2009-02-23T12:41:00.000-08:00

Three months just flies by like a blink of an eye somewhat and I'm heading back to worry central as we speak. Man, the classic "there no where like home" victim this time around. Always felt being away from home would be magical. The freedom, where there is a world of possibilities depending on what you want it to be. And after almost 4 yrs away now and got a whack on the head. Reality sits in and I'm gonna miss home big time. Irony really how I feel now. Company at Miri's good, I have no complaints to that. Just that, there no comfort I suppose. There's no sense of utter relaxation. Its gonna be all business soon. Man how I wish to be a retiree or a dude that struck lucky in the lottery. This is not living.

This 3 months home, I figured I've done a lot somehow. I didn't do anything that'll benefit my wallet but hey, I did things that feeds the soul. Deep ey? It was purely pointing to that fact. I came back and the 1st thing I did was change my lifestyle and no raised eyebrows please. I really did or I tried. I went out less and save heaps. I drink less too. You're proud of me ey? Mum and Dad if u read this, be proud!. Within this last 3 months I've meet a few new friends and you guys are awesome. You know who you are. Be proud! I'd name ya but that'll oversize ur egos. There must be a balance yaknow. Besides that, I've sent a very good friend off and I've spent a substantial amount of time with the family. All in all, a spiritually good summer holiday. Oh, I even made it up Mount Santubong as you all might know from my previous post. Awesome, really awesome.

Gonna miss home, miss buddies I wun be seeing anytime soon, miss my new found friends and old ones too. When reality sits in, I'm already missing the comforts of home.

Signing off.
Take care of yourself Kuching

Once there were many..

2009-02-20T08:53:00.000-08:00

Had a flashback on the way home from the airport, had I windows down and was driving on the slow lane all the way home and got myself thinking about this one time about a year or so ago.. I remembered it was Edward's one time out late because he gets to sleep over at Carey's and we all went off to a night out. I don't really remember what we did actually besides we were boozing. Went to grab a bit at Siang Siang with Aaron, Carey and Edward then went Dota I think. And erm, after that went back to Carey's place all four of us, didn't had much to do and erm, I grabbed my laptop and we watched Goal 2 all night. Then in the morning, we had to do something, I didn't remember what. We were all in Aaron's car and during our journey out, we were fooling around as usual when suddenly there was this black image at the side of my eye and all of a sudden Aaron went "@#!@%$^#^#" den there was a thud on the front mirror. That black image I briefly saw was a bird and somehow, it flew directly at Aaron's car. It was like a suicide somewhat. It was gruesome to the point it left a crack on Aaron's front view mirror. The crack was on the inside. It was funny, the one and only time I've seen a bird striking a car head on. Great times man..

Now! Aaron just left for Brisbane, Edward's in Cardiff and Carey's in Manchester. Once there were many, now there are close to none. I'd be in Miri. Days like those are far and few now. Till the next time buddies. Take care of yourselves

Tribute to a Decade of Friendship

2009-02-18T23:34:00.000-08:00

Ey dude its been years and this goes to you. Mainly because I love ya and also I ain't got nothing to write about today. Haha, We've been friends and buddies since primary 5 man. Been through everything imaginable together, from our daily routine raping (you fucking cunt! haha) to messing around with Asong. We even won our first Interschool Bowling League together dude. Haha, time flies with good company and you have been good company, through thick and thin. Ey, goodluck and all the best in Brisbane. Do well and I'll see you when I see you. Cheers mate. Stay in touch.

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On a side not, Happy Birthday Edward. Yet again I'm writing this because my post is too short so don't get too flattered. Have a great one buddy. Take care of yourself

Taken ages ago. Gonna miss you guys. All the best in future endeavors and will see ya when I see ya. Take care dudes.

Sometimes you just don't know..

2009-02-16T04:52:00.000-08:00

A tweak on the screws and it all changes.
A tweak on the screws all things rages.
Raged upon desired meanings
Raged towards unwanted happenings..

I'm having one of those days again where its a duty to blog today and I can't see what is there to write about and its demotivating sometimes cos I don't see myself as a good blogger. I could sum out 10 reasons which I'm gonna do after I finish whining and b*tching. Okay okay.. something is coming up, the lightbulb on my head is half lite now. Almost there.. Almost there.. And!

I guess not..

Why Mcdrunkie's A horrible blogger:

I don't own a Camera.. Its like a basic requirement somehow
I don't have a strong memory
I don't find the point in taking pictures of food.. Prolly shy
I don't follow up with what's going on in Kuching. Kuching's actually more happening that you think.
I contemplate on things too much to actually write it..
I have poor work ethics? I get lazy

Okay.. 10 was a real challenge.. I guess six would do. Haha..

Till next time PeePs..
Sorry about the Dry Post..

Happy Valentine's Day

2009-02-13T23:33:00.000-08:00

This is the day that lovers cringe and loners fringe..
This is the day small things grows big and big things stay the same..
This is the day when two become one
This is the day when the old turns young and the young got younger..

Happy Valentine's Day People..
May you all have a good one..

What defines a Man..

2009-02-12T16:06:00.000-08:00

Theo, if you're reading this, you're right dude.. After the pain and aches somewhat disappeared, I feel like the MAN. I made it.. to hell over 3000 feet above sea level and live to tell the tale..

Through treacherous hills I've climbed,
Through sharp thorny bushes I've surged,
Through ladders i conquered..
Up Mount Santubong I ventured..

The trip began like all trips begins with the sparkle of the sun on your face and a grin of utter excitement. With bags packed and laces laced, we ventured through a small entrance by the road side and began the climb.

Started with pace alike a pro, with Theo leading the way and within the 1st 10 minutes, I felt my lungs cringed and tighten up and there you go, hell has broke lose. A climb that would take 6-7hrs to and fro and all it took was 15 minutes to suck up all the juice I've packed up the night before at the dinner table.

By the time, I was practically huffing and puffing and in no time, I started my whine and dine and Theo and Roger, started their "look at Ian's face.." and "Ian you can do it *grin*".

Not like it actually helped but it did get me up there somehow. Speaking of Roger, he's like a monkey and I'm not shitting you. Seemed like its in his veins to yaknow skip through the roots and bushes with no effort whatsoever, I didn't see him break a sweat.

Kevin however's a shower-head, yaknow the one with puny puny holes in them and heck, he was sweating as fast as he's drinking like a direct entry and exit protocol. Man that guy could sweat. He'd sweat enough to keep an family alive.

Well looking at the brighter side of the story, the view on the way up and at the summit was awesome. Simply majestic. Words can't explain it, its like seeing another world and the view was partly my motivation up. When the going gets tough, you'd have to hold on to the little things. Somehow it worked. Met a few people on the way up, there was this group from West side of Malaysia, pretty friendly people and err, a group of 40 year old who probably whack my fat behinds time and time over, I kid you not they're one fit bunch of hags.

We managed to make it to the summit after 3hrs and 15minutes of hell which was a very good time on my count, around 15minutes ahead of the suggested time according to the signboards. Confidence was sky high until! We had to climb down..

This is where it all went wrong, Kevin fell of the ladder once and I tripped on roots and vines God knows how many times. The way down wasn't tiring on the breathing side but man does it strain you concentration and worst of all the thighs. The climb down ruined my Reebok shoes too, but its pretty insignificant.. I hate those shoes anyways.

On the way down, ladders was the scariest but not as hard as it seems. Some of the ladders are 2 stories or so high and a fall could buy you a ticket up to meet the boss. Well, made it through the ladders safe and sound, then come the rooted trail and this is no walk in the park either.

The trail down was steep, and toes-cracking steep and I fell, maybe 3-4 times. After about and 2hrs downhill, fatigue and impatience kicked in. Things started turning sour, pain was overwhelming. My knees were trembling by then and was about 2hrs from civilization. Water went out by then too and slowly from joint aches, I got a headache. Dehydrated which packed in the misery.

The worst thing of this all is that the view that motivated me on the way up, turn its back on and me and whack me in the head. On the way down, the view looked so high. Every glimpse look as though, you haven made any progress. It always looked so far from the finish line. I was slowing everyone down and those guys really did me some good with their motivation.

Then all of a sudden, I see this. My little piece of heaven. Somehow or rather, I made it. I MADE IT! Wanted to signify the momentous occasion but I could bend my knees to kiss the ground but when its all said and done, I conquered Mount Santubong and IN YOUR FACE if you think a fat man can't do it. Cos I did~ =D

Till next time people,
Chaos the maos (I had to use it Carey)

Painful~.. Sakitlaa.. sigh

2009-02-09T14:59:00.000-08:00

sOrry Peeps.. wun be able to blog for the next couple of days.. In too much pain to get my ass to the computer without breaking a sweat.. The after effects of the Mount Santubong Expo is as close to hell as I've ever been through but the good side of it all, the next post wud be filled with depressing and painful pictures of me on the way up, all wet and sweaty.. the way you like it ey? Well.. till then, this is like a trailer/preview to what is to come.. haha..

cheerios..

The Sun reads my blog!

2009-02-06T19:41:00.000-08:00

Since my last entry, we've been having sunshine!
Two days straight of sweet and healthy sunshine and its awesome!

It's been awhile..

Where is the sun? where?!

2009-02-04T15:40:00.000-08:00

Its raining, its pouring..
I've stayed home and its boring..

I can't believe I'd actually miss the sun.. I'm an anti-sun person but it's been too long. Oh neglected love of mine, where have you gone to? Its been pouring everyday and it goes on from the early hrs of the night till the evening and with luck, they'd be a few short intermission but the sun's too snobbish to show his face.. The weather's getting to me, its been too cold.. I had to wear house slippers now.. My ankle's been acting up due to the weather too.. Cramps and aches.. The rain's raising prices of vegetable and fishies too, went to the market for chillies moments ago, and I couldn't find any! Wanted to cook lunch today.. Guess its gonna be another day of take-outs..

Went to the bowling alley yesterday, had a lil chat with Shane.. Its odd yaknow, like the bowling alley nowadays is overly gloomy and quiet.. No more youth players running about like during my days.. No more people playing for fun.. Its gloomy.. Back in the days, lanes are always packed with friends competing.. Competitions to qualify for.. Now, the sign boards are bare.. No more leagues and master competitions.. Its jst so different.. Shane mentioned, my batch of bowlers.. are extinct.. practically everyone stopped playing.. such a shame really.. Guess there isn't no future for Sarawak Bowling after all..

Memories.. man i love that place..

When you don't get enough sleep, you......

2009-02-01T19:10:00.000-08:00

When you don't get enough sleep, you'd probably nosedive into the gutter on the way home.. but not me! Went out with a few friends yesterday with 3 hrs of sleep in the belt and I made it to tell the tale! It was a struggle, which got better after the electric shock on the feet and the comfort of the massage machine later, courtesy of the evil one..

Went Sharon's place yesterday, finally I succeeded in keeping my word! The food at her place is.. different~.. I've been to my fair share of houses, my tummy is living proof and I haven eaten cuttlefish, preserved mangoes and odd looking nuts (i forgotten what they were called). So, while she was getting ready, I was looting my oredi very full tummy. I arrived a handsome, fit looking dude and left a 4 months pregnant lady. Then off to Pick and Pack.. Then to Spring for Sharon and Aneeqa's interview where mcdrunkie met his match and fell in Love.. Starbucks!

Its been too long, stupid economy crisis and recession brought us apart.. But finally, I ate her up so quick, sha hardly finished half of her dog when i'm done with coffee.. (avoid yellow mindedness pls)

We then went off to Ostrich and then Kate's place for more munchies, and then back to Sha's place, then sent Kate home then went home and died.. =D! This concludes visiting for 2009 CNY! It has been fun, my tummy has been growing, may you all have a blessed year ahead..

Mcdrunkie, signing off =)~

Reasons why I hate Kuching So Damn Much

2009-01-30T14:57:00.000-08:00

I'm a Curtin University student and those Australian Universities have lengthy summer holidays which I use for endless bumming. And maybe its due to age or something I can clearly see the side effects this time around.. And I realised how much I hate Kuching.. These are a couple of reasons why..

Kuching Kolo Mee

Why must you taste so nice yet so horribly cheap!! For two fifty I'd get you and you're found everywhere! The sight of you weakens my defences. Why kolo mee why? Why are you so miserably addictive? Why?

Kuching Laksa

Then comes to you. Why are you so packed with carbs and fats? Why? Why do you taste so nice at the same time? Why do you come with prawns? How'd you know I can't resist seafood? What have I done to you? Why must u make me eat you?

Kueh Chap

And you!! Why do you taste so sweet and spicy and all that's good in life? Why do you have everything I need in EXCESS? Why are you so irresistible?! Why can't you be Diet Food?

Ah ma's Cooking

And you ah Granny's cooking.. You can't run away! I'm not forgetting you. All my life you've been stuffing me and transformed me into a ball but made me smile doing it. Why do you taste so special? Why is there so much love inside you but so much carbs and fats. Why everytime I take one bite of you and I cannot ever stop? Everytime I give you a taste, being full is never enough? Why do you have to do this to me?? Because of four of you, I've transformed to a monster. A MONSTER I TELL YOU!

I'm living with a Mute computer..

2009-01-29T09:48:00.000-08:00

Was feeling the K-kiangness when i reformatted my computer.. Not the first time I've done it but not with this 5-6yr old desktop.. Its so ancient when Aaron and Victor came over and open the processor, there were cobwebs in it and even a small family of spiders living in it.. (yes sha, spiders again) It was too gross for pictures really so.. I'm not shitting you people..

Well where wez I, yeaH.. ok.. i reformated it.. all went smooth and all.. used for a couple of days den realised, I haven heard no sound from it so went to test it.. There wezn a sound driver installed.. so went searching for old discs and stuff.. Couldn't find nothing.. Found old manuals, there wasn't any motherboard drivers either.. So, opened up my processor and saw the brand, Esys. Wad the hell is Esys? Anyone heard of it? Been TW0 weeks now, and I'm still on mute. No "teh neng neng" msn sound. It got so bad I miss it. No music blasting till dad screams. No nothing! No youtubing. A Pc loses its purposes without sound.. SO.. pls pls.. if any gadget or computer ppl around..

H E L P!

Happy Chinese New Yr~

2009-01-25T09:51:00.000-08:00

The best time of the year has arrived! Best wishes from mcdrunkie to all my readers and friends.. happy new year people~ May luck be on your side during the celebration and happy drinking..

Year Year GoT Fish everyone! =D!

when you can't breathe with your nose.. use your mouth

2009-01-22T11:59:00.000-08:00

When the going gets tough, the tough gets going? Figured the biggest overstatement ever. Its like when you're out of money, you could go on buying things with a wink of an eye or slap on the back. Am on a huge money crisis and I ain't sure my money's at.

why don't money grow on trees..

I go out so much less compared to before but heck, wallet's still yearning with them wet puppy eyes if they had them. Ain't sure what's the matter but money's been going out like Lao-ya-keng's Fishball Soup. Went there 5 times. FIVE times and its always out. Lazy ass bum, could ya'know work a lil harder and earn an extra 5 bucks or so, but NOOOO. What the hell am I talking about, 5 bucks would hurt my Dow Jones right now.. I initially planned for the premier airing of Underworld: Rise of the Lycans. Been a while since I've been to a premier show, full house packed with people my age, the eye candy and stuff but sigh.. The sigh speaks for itself. Load of other things I wanted to get. Important things too yaknow.. I could list it out for you readers, maybe one of you would get dem for me.. My bday's pretty soon. A present in advance isn't too bad at a time like this.. SO! lets see..

**MY WISH LIST**

A car MP3 player
Kingston 2GB DDR2 Ram
A pair of surfers
G2000 pair of slacks
New pair of specs

Let me sum all that up for ya, It'll be.. right about 500-600 worth of merchandise. LoL, And its not wanting them, its actually needing them.. sigh.. I haven't got to the things I want.. but yeah, Gotta quit whining about it..I should get a job.. haha! =)

Till next time People,

Maybe its just too much work...

2009-01-21T11:09:00.000-08:00

Look around, I know I made a mistake..
Look around, I know I was wrong,
Overwhelmed by vulnerability,
Look around, I know this is wrong.

I'm not perfect I'm just a man,
I'm not perfect like everyone else,
I got scared and I ran,
Like anyone else, I'm no special case.

Shit happens,
Been through my fair share,
Shit happens,
And i know I can bare..
Cos in due time,
I'll be back.. with a strut in my steps
I'll be back sparkle in the eye
I'll be back full aware that I know..
I ain't gonna let this happen twice in a row..

I have disappointed many,
You know who you are,
But trust me when i tell you,
I am the same, I will be better..

I am who I am and don't you go judging
with you fickle minds and unlawful tugging
I write this for the sake of my own..
I write this for the concern of my own..

Don't you worry, it's all good..
Its not like i'm depressed and of foul mood..
I gleeful, i'm not a mess
Just a little something needed off the chest

Tagged by the Labbit

2009-01-16T23:12:00.000-08:00

RULES AND REGULATION
1. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird things/habits/little known fact as well as stated this rule clearly
2. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their name.
3. No tags back.
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1) I love eggplants.. cos of its gooey-ness.. hehe..sticky sticky =) whenever i see it i must have it.. its a curse =)

2) I have an almost 50 : 50 ratio between my legs and my body =( .. short legged..

3) Have a downloading syndrome, currently have heaps of movies in my hdd..

4) I'm a movie buff.. I watch on average over a hundred movies a yr.. haha..

5) Not the kind to keep things, things I'm done with I throw =D like movies, songs, documents, books =D

6) I am one of those Mr. Annoying.. Girls have PMS, I have annoyance attack =), sisters suffer during that time of the month =)

7) I'm a Aston Villa fan, Have been one since Cantona retired and i stopped liking Man Utd.. Been almost 9 yrs.. "Up the Villa"

8) Am a football fanatic, I could watch any match.. and i'd still enjoy it.. COuld be one of those lame games, Stoke vs West Brom calibre =) I'd still watch it

9) I'm a limping goose-monkey since the age of 20, busted my ankle.. cant do shyt now =P

10) I like the Ting Tings.. =D!

11) I have 24 1/8hrs in a day.. My sleeping schedule changes bit by bit every day.. Its a cycle.. I'd be awake during the night and asleep during the day at one point of the month

12) I get into 1 car accident a year, minor ones lah.. but its an annual thing.. =P

13) I'm a coffee man, at least 3 cups a day, minimum =)

14) Me and a friend wrote and recorded a song before, =D!

15) This is my 1st ever Tag!! BE PROUD LABBIT..
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People who'd have to bust their brains doing this!

1) Sharon Chong
2) Kathleen
3) Aneeqa
4) Fish
5) Alfred Tay
6) Alvin James
7) Jo-lynn
8) Wilh
9) Nelson Kho
10) Lynn Chong

courtesy of Mcdrunkie

MumBo JumBo..

2009-01-15T08:56:00.000-08:00

The hardest part about blogging is starting the first line.. Then the second hardest thing would be trying to form the 2nd sentence that quite matches it. I was never really good at this, never was. Its either i got to provocative which then somehow people get pissed at me for. Or I was pouring my heart out a little too much, then people go all sympathetic and all so sorry for me. Never actually struck me how to manage a well balance ratio of it all. Even when I don't write, I read blogs. I've read picture oriented blogs with their humorous art (which i enjoy the most), or them bimbo blogs where hot chicks just splash their curves for us lusty men to see, blogs of happening people with their never-ending functions and parties and those in between. I dunno how's mine coming to be in fact. My old blog was too emotional and it got me into trouble a couple of times cos after all, a blog is like a public diary.. God knows who's idea it was but somehow it revolutionized online activity.. Now everyone has a blog.. People made money out of blogs. Kenny Sia cashes in 11k from Nuffnang, man! that packed a sting I'm sure.. Okay, back to the point. Blogging got me in trouble with my gf, my friends and people who didn't even know me. I used to write what I feel and somehow when I do, writing just comes all natural and facts slips out and at time people get me wrong. I remembered those rough arguments with an ex of mine, man it was tough, and some of them came from my blog. I've lost friends from blogging. I've got threats from strangers too just from blogging. Just some food for thought people, what's blogging all about? Transfering humour? if you're actually funny? Showing your curves? if you actually own them? A diary? if your friends don't mind insulting facts of themselves? What is this all about?
Haha! on a side note.. I love demotivators

**Demotivator of the day..

Mcdrunkie needs a drink..

2009-01-11T19:56:00.000-08:00

Its been a while since mcdrunkie had his nectar of life.. Okay, maybe not too long but woke up sick with a sudden crave for it.. Felt dealco-hydrated, so to ease the thirst. I went digging my hard disc for drunk moments of friends and me included.. LoL

**PHOTO BLOG!!

LoL.. Booozzzeeee

That most mostly in 2008~! Year of massive boozing.. What is 2009 in store for mcDrunkie? Stay tuned.. You'd be amazed. Till next time~

Mcdrunkie signing off!

Long lost love??

2009-01-09T20:30:00.000-08:00

Out of utter randomness ignited by aimless boredom, Me and Kate went bowling in hope for a laugh.. A little disappointed Sharon couldn't make it.. Maybe if she did, I might actually get my laugh.. Can't be helped.. Well, at least it started funny, Kate threw the ball backwards towards me the ball almost struck me.. but yeah, she didn't do that bad.. Sharon..your turn next time..

And guess what? I can't play anymore. haha.. Been about 7-8months since my last game and wow was I horrid.. Scored an 89 and a 138.. The second game wasn't too bad.. The first one was a gutter washing session and even that was an understatement. Saw Shane there, Pro-shop assistant, and yeah, he's still the same with exception of a cracked front tooth, still funny as always. A little tempted to get new gear and start playing again.. Lost all my gear.. about 3k worth of bowling gear.. Gone.. *PooF*. Somewhere in Miri I suppose. A real pity.. A revival maybe?? Maybe when I'm done with studies since the old faces are still there. Would be fun..

**That wez me!

Underworld without Kate Beckinsale? Are you Serious?

2009-01-08T18:32:00.000-08:00

Photo Credit: Screen Gems

I've been watching Underworld not only because I have a fetish for Vampire flicks but because of the super Yummeh Kate Beckinsale~ But she won't be in it this time around.. But! and yes there's a but.. she's replaced by Rhona Mitra! Yaknow, the girl that acted in Doomsday, Jim Carey's wife in Number 23 and the girl that got raped by Hollow man. =D~

First Epic potential blockbuster movie of the year! and they're about Vamps.. Am sure to be there.. See you clowns in the cinema!! Popcorn on me!

**Trailer

Let's pretend we're alone in a world filled with listeners..

2009-01-06T17:52:00.000-08:00

Started the day with a gasp of air.. Got up disorientated for no apparent reason to the ring on my phone.. Normally a heavy sleeper and I wouldn't barge to a earth quake, what to say a click.. Someone's gonna feel all guilty after seeing this.. and well.. Kindda the point of it being here..

No matter, I couldn't go back to bed and for good measure actually cos I woke up in time for the match.. Tottenham were playing a 1st leg league cup tie with Burnley.. It was a real decent match with me being a neutral and all.. Ended 4-1 to Spurs after Burnley got ahead.. Was rooting for Burnley in a way.. Man U's playing Derby tomorrow. Was kindda relinquishing the possibility of a Championship side final. C'mon.. it's only the league cup.

Its 10 in the morning now and yeah, what am I blogging when the day had just started? Am not entirely sure, I figured since i started my day at around 3am? 4am? it would be right around noon by now on a natural day.. So, I figured why not?

On a sidenote, I love underground indie music.. why did I leave you? haha..

Ciaoz people

Not a come back.. Just a reminder

2009-01-05T13:12:00.000-08:00

To my non-existent readers.. There is a possibility of a comeback.. Ironic yet probable.. Been months since the last entry and maybe months til the next so keep quiet and listen.. This is not a comeback.. Just a friendly reminder.. That ian is back in business..

Its been a while.. its been a while.. World has turned purple.. Life has changed.. Occasions have been forgotten, the past left in the past. Lets hold hands and start a new beginning shall we?

Been found wanting lately, and am not entirely sure what is lacking.. I'm content, don't get me wrong. Life's been good, has always been good. But, greedy creatures we are, somehow good is never enough..

Had a chat with an old friend recently and she treated me to a gourmet meal of flashbacks.. All those small moments relived within a blink of an eye.. It was wonderful.. The joy of thy youth.. The list goes on from, the first performance of Friday's Off with Matthew as the drummer and Cletus as lead.. to the interact club performance when we performed 'My Girl'. Me, James and Darren were the representatives and we even drop in a lil old school moves..

Good Times..

Things are all different now though.. People have changed.. And definitely so have I, both for the worst and for the best.. James and I wrote a song all about changes and how things would change.. and it all came true.. We're all different now, no matter how hard we try 2 make things stay the same.. But its not all bad.. Looking back.. We were a good band..

Initially planned a Friday's Off reunion and.. it didn't materialize but it was great seeing the gang again.. Roger, James and Darren and co.. Good Fun.. Too bad i couldn't make it to the BBQ.. But still its all good..

A new year, A new beginning.. made it a resolution.. to make 2009 like it was in 2004

Its been a while, its been a while..

2008-05-31T19:15:00.001-07:00

sORry fellow readers.. i've been utterly busy lately.. with exams..assignments and shit like that.. haha.. having 6 units is a huge bummer, and that's already a major understatement.. trust me.. hear me out.. if your uni offers you 6 units for a semester.. please do.. for your own sake.. drop one of them.. haha.. dun get me wrong.. its survivable but heck.. ain't worth the brain strain.. My brain is all covered up with patches.. but well..maybe that's only me.. =) ANYWHOO.. im only left with Process Synthesis and Design now.. =) one small..and difficult part to complete.. i'll leave that for monday.. =P.. gonna have a meeting to solve some minor problems in my process analysis project later.. a real relief really.. =P i'm almost free enough for finals..woohoo! haha.. Ok.. enuf for my aimless blabering.. off to business..

Went for Leo Dinner couple of weeks ago with the rotaractors.. Irony really, rotaractors attending a Leo function.. Time has change i suppose and all in all, it was good fun. Really good fun. Food wasn't all that good though.. Don't remember what we had.. It was a good thing though.. I wudn't have space for the booze at the after party =) if i were to have stuffed my face there. Off to pictureS!

Wai Chee and Apple =P

The Wong sisters.. I think they were in the toilet.. haha.. Girls.. Vain creatures they are..

Group photo! MAN! looK at the huge muscle build guy in white.. dang..he mst work out!

Chan seemed pretty happy that night..

Ahah! me with the girls.. Tracy and Wai Yen.. Lookin all flashy that night in formal.. styling and profiling, people! =)

That's the way to go~.. Chan and me

Me and Wai Yen =)

Lol..the adam pose! Female version

Adam Bond! =)

The ladies.. Chen Mei, CheeChee, Ah Yen, Esther, Apple, Lau sie and Trace

Now to the gay-er side of the entry.. A series of hot Gay action =P

Started with a hug

Progressed to a kiss

Then another joined in..

A girl got into the way..

Painting

2008-05-09T00:14:00.000-07:00

Usually utterly wrong with dates and well, this time i'm not going to try. So!,a couple of weeks ago, I participated in some painting charity project. I being the kind and soft hearted guy painted my lights out, shedding sweat and blood. End product was pretty nice though. Had good company too so, it was pretty good. Woke up at 8.15 that morning, utter hell. Wasn't all bad at the end though. Pictures!

The Girls =)~
Me and Chan..
Tracy~!
Jason~
Wai Yen's Masterpiece.. I had to paint over it though, bummer.
Paint, paint, paint..
My Masterpiece.. She said she looked fat.. Have no clue where though.. Johor people..haihs.. =)
After lunch.. or was it before.. hmm..
After hours and hours of painting, VOILA! =) looks good eh?
Farewell picture~.. Oo..jason, Doraemon's all over you..
Till next time,

Finally its Friday..

2008-05-01T23:20:00.000-07:00

Friday's like a breeze, a breath of fresh air. Maybe I'm just very lazy. Gonna get back my sleep somewhat, not like I'm not having enough but to be sure, gonna sleep more for the later stages of the semester. I'm just being random now, do not have anything special to blog about. Just one of those days.

Miri's been dreadfully hot lately. And I really mean HOT! Skies are always blue, cloudless to say the least and I even got a sunburn under a shade. It's still there. My skin's black, looks roasted.

dang.. this entry is seriously boring.. haha.. so to not further spoil my blog's image.. I'd take my leave now..

Till next time people,
May your days be less boring as mine..
cHeers

3 guys and a toilet bowl

2008-04-30T00:48:00.000-07:00

This is what happens when 3 jackasses meet a toilet bowl by the roadside..

Commercial Production with a pinch of fun~

2008-04-28T22:05:00.000-07:00

Was about a few weeks back me, ian tan, william, felix and chan go helped out with yuki and amy's production. Woke up at 7 cos Yuki called. Haha, Wore all formal and all, thank God the weather that day wasn't as horribly burning as it is everyday here in Miri. Ain't got much to say really. All I know is, I had heaps of fun.. Amanda Wong's super HOT and Yuki,Amy and the whole crew was very professional. Oh, I even get to drink wine. Haha, it was fun la with the guys. Treat u readers to some pictures..

Stupid faces..

Group Photo! with Yuki Jie blocking half of my face with her big head..

Final scene for us.. Look at the sexy formal wearing dude with the folded hand.. dang he's hot. I do wonder what Chan was looking at though. William too.

Just for fun, here's another pic with Yuki blocking me.. -_-"

Went to the PC fair after that and later, to the fake Kim Garry for lunch. I don't remember the name of the place the menu's pretty similar 2 what they have in Kim Garry, so go figure~! haha

Till next time!
Have a nice daY~

Kuching Legend's Bday~

2008-04-25T20:00:00.000-07:00

This was the day I died for a whole day and technically, I do not remember taking most of these pictures but from the pictures, seems fun. Since I dun remember nothing, I'll let the pictures do the talking.

Tracy and Shifu

=) =)

Red Lobster dude..

This was about the last thing i remembered..Almost gone.. William was a horrible kisser though..haha..

Lau sie, Tracy, Apple and Wai Yen =)

=)

Drinking with the best.. Man that girl could drink a whole liquor company down.. serious.. Shirley's the man.. haha..

Downing more..downing more..

This best describes the aftermath of the night really.. haha..damn funny picture.

had no idea wad we were doing..

and to make things worse..here comes the cake..

and there goes the cake..

me with the kuching legend.

us with casualty number 1.. Victor!

Wu Zhang downing the late comer's shots

zZz

We downed 3 bottles of Chivas 1 Bottle of Bacardi and a bottle of Tequila that night. Job well done guys. When are we going to do this again? haha. Oh yeah Casualty that night..

Victor
Jackie
Ianzz -_-' ( i lost 1 whole day..)
Lee Hui ( he slept with a really weird pose.. i consider that dead)
Jojo ( heard he puked his ass off at home

oh yeah.. I remembered downing 9 shots in a row with Jo. damn we're good..haha

Till next time people,

A new PHase needs a new song~

2008-04-25T00:11:00.000-07:00

So what you think about the new song? haha PRetty Good eH? my favourite for about 2 months now. I know I have good taste, so I've already taken ur compliments in advance.. Its forgive me by Nural btw and yeah, I got it from James' mixtapes.

Anywhoo, been a while since I last blogged. Oughtta be heaps of doubters thinking this blog's gonna die or something but nonono.. ain't gonna happen. So Theo, quit dreaming..really. Been real busy as of late. Heck, going back home didn't even feel like me being at home. Had no time to go hang out with friends and thus, I didn't even call anyone. Noone even knows I went back, except family of course. Was busy with Aunty Phylis and Uncle Chris, I supposed. American relatives, has a ring to it huh? It was fun really, they gave us a bunch of chocolates and 3 cds. Yeah, you heard me right, original CDs. I amongst a handful of Malaysians, now own original CDs. It was great fun meeting them. Don't have pictures to post up though. Maybe next time. So yeah, spent a hectic 3 days in Kch and the trip ended in the worst way imaginable. My flight got delayed for 2 hours or so. The worst part was I had the nerves 2 ask whether the plane was there yet when I was checking in and the attendant was like "Yes!" and she was giving me this smile. I can't really describe it, its like a smile that took a hell lot of effort somewhat. That hag probably knew the flight's gonna be cancelled.

Oh well.. the delay DID do some good really. I being a very impatient person, was utterly restless in the airport alone. Walked in and out of the terminals and gosh, I was bored til this happened. You see, after walking for about an hr or so, it gets tiring, I being fat and all. So, took a breather and my eyes took over my legs. Looked up and down and i realised something. The maintenance and cleaners must be doing a real good job cleaning the airport cos, I shit you not, the floor reflects everything from down south.

You see? So, I being the lucky guy, saw a cute girl walkin by and she was wearing a skirt. And i shit you not, the floor reflected. Don't get me wrong, I wasn't peeping. It was pure coincidence! But it gave me a real good laugh.

Not warranted to use chaos-the-maos anymore, Carey's being a whore..haha~..
So! till next time..

F.R.E.E.D.O.M

2008-04-17T07:22:00.000-07:00

Week of hell is over! Er, not entirely that hellistic actually. Only have two mid-terms along with the weekly mumbo-jumbo. But! Still a great relief its all over. Spent all week practically studying or at the very least, been thinking constantly about things I've studied. HAve them in my sleep, even. But!! Its all over now! The air somehow smells fresher once I stepped out of the lecture theatre. Dinner tasted so much better to. Life's grand all over again, free week has arrived. haha.. Will be heading home for a couple of days though and for once I find it a drag. Not looking forward to home that much, I don't know why. Owh well!! Home's still home. Gonna hit the malls, Kueh Chap, Laksa, Fock Hai and hopefully Soho?

Gotta act for Yuki tomorrow in her movie. Is it even a movie? I don't know. I made a fool of myself in her last production though. Really really embarassing. I remembered I was supposed to be scolded someone then firing him. I ended up swearing in every chinese dilect I could master. And the whole crew were female. I think they dubbed all I said. I still couldn't get myself to watch it. I'd probably faint out of embarassment. =P So! tomorrow would be round 2, but this time small role. 8.30 till 1pm. 5 hrs. Bummer.. No sweat! Probably still going be fun! We'll see, we'll see.

Actually had plans to drink tonight.. Everyone seem busy for some reason. Victor and Wai Yen having mid terms 2mr. William lost his "turtle" so he had to go home. There, cancelled. Booo. Got me all happy. Like this.

And now I'm..

haha..the only sad face picture of me I could find.. Oh..thats tiffy btw..

Hmm Hmm..Ain't got much to say today, am currently pretty sleepy, so! I'd be signing off. =)
Chaos-the-maoz ppl!
Have a nice week free.. WowzA!

Nothing but a huge headache

2008-04-14T20:16:00.000-07:00

Been reading, reading and reading.. for hours now and I understand jack!
who the hell created fluid mechanics at the 1st place!!
who the hell hired Ghani?
@#$%^&*(&^%$^#%@!~

My Revival

2008-04-12T13:45:00.000-07:00

Two posts ago, I talked about me losing myself and that I do not have an identity or something like that. LoL.. Did it sound that depressing? Haha. Techniquely I was only a lil bit confused at the time and when you have too much time to spare, your brain goes to overtime with senseless questions about who you really are. To think about it, how many people actually know themselve as well as they wanted to? Self discovery is a lifelong process and only with a diary or in my case, a blog that I'd really know myself.

To whom this may concern, I'm not closing down my blog. A blog is a place I could write about anything I wanted, may it be happy or sad memories. So techniquely, this blog represents who I am. Not what I'll become. Its writing like these that gives me answers and a sense of relief. I get it now why i stopped smoking, why I have higher aims in life. This is gonna be a place I jot down all my feelings at that moment and as for now, I'm doing wonderfull. Thanks heaps for caring and being worried about my welfare. Thanks a lot for calling. Thanks a lot for always being there for me. But the fact of the matter is, there's nothing to be worried about. I'm all grown up now and I'm just being who I am. I'm not depressed, sad or any of that sort at all. You should see me last year. Hahaha. I'm gonna be fine. I'm gonna do you proud. All this, is creditted to you. I love you guys. Thanks ma, thanks pa for reading my blog. hahaha

Boredom with a capital B..

2008-04-11T01:18:00.000-07:00

Out of utter laziness, I skipped both ESD classes today. They're practically useless anyways so its alright. Promised Pei Wen I'd go see her present though but sorryla.. Sleep consumed me. But really, I should've gone, I woke up and since lunch, I've been doing nothing. I mean seriously nothing. I went on9 and got bored. Tried finishing AVP and I turned it off after 5mins or so. Ended up walking up and down the house. Haha. Pathetic really. Played a wee bit of FM and NFS. And yep, didn't killed time at all. Restless and all I turned to my last resort. My box of chocolate. My public space for the world to see my pathetic ramblings. So! just to kill time.

I'll show u something simply magical.
Something heavenly wonderfull..
A sight of bliss, you could say..
So, without further a due..
I present to you!

Ain't they beautiful? Haha. Mouth watering beauty. And YeS! you guessed right! that bald blue thing in the middle is... soo cute! haha.

Boredom has got to my head.. Don't mind me! Highlight of the night! Kuching Legend's Bday party.. starting in an hr and ten minutes.. So! i better be off then

Chaoz the Maoz PpL~
I wish you blessed drunkeness and happy DUI =)

Irony irony irony..

2008-04-10T14:11:00.000-07:00

Ironic actually, I remember mumbling to myself everytime a new semester starts that I'm gonna be different this time around. I'm gonna bring something else to the table. I'm gonna present a whole new package. You could say a different brand of the already Great Ian Chong,and at the end of the day, why? Why do I always want to please others to please myself?

Thus far, I've accomplished the trials of trials. I stopped smoking. Which techniquely, do a lot of good for my wallet but by doing so it seems like i lost myself again. I remember about 12 days ago now, I went to bed and something snapped, I'm quiting. The funny thing is there's no reason to it. I'm doing it without motivation or with any intent for that matter. But, why? I've been through utter misery and for what? The first 3 days was hellacious to say the least. I was shivering, ever thirsty and cold. It wasn't cool. And now I get tempted everywhere I go. I thought it would be easier by now.

I figured, I've lost myself again. after years of self discovery, I'm back to square one. Answer me this, who am I? What am I?

cHaoz the Maoz ppl.
Have a smoky life..

Pitied Laziness

2008-04-09T13:02:00.000-07:00

A day filled with Laziness and boredom. That being said, tomorrow would probably be exactly the same which in many ways are extremely depressing. Am pretty sick of watching movies nowadays and I still have loads to watch. Just couldn't get myself to finishing them. Am stucked halfway for AVP: Requiem and Mad Money. Finished Dan in real life after about a week.

Anywhoozzz.. how was the song? Pretty GOod don't you think? FM static - Tonight.Got the song from James btw through one of his album compilations. You guys should go check it out, really. Those songs are good, almost every single one of them. My source of good jiwang tunes. Those heavier ones aren't bad too. Seriously, check it out. Will post the links somewhere tomorrow.

So, for the sake of blogging, what did i do all day today. Woke up at 11pm. Yes! its true, no typo there. Did shit all night, chatting and watching Naruto Shippuden. Got restless at 6, so went for Sio Bee which tasted like craP! Then breakfast with Nelson, Big Liao and Nanami. Went to class at 12, met Hasnat and Pei Wen in the bus. Laughed at Nelson because I was the last one who got onto the bus and he was right behind me. Laughed at Pei Wen for reasons I should not say. Had lab, screwed up some experiments. Got the results at the end, thankfully. Head home, and snore my light away. Oh Oh Oh! one big thing.. I got myseLF some BOoZe! A Bailey's Irish Cream and Chivas! Sweet Sweet Nectar of the heavens. Oo OO! 4.17! i missed the 1st half of man U - Roma.. CraP!

till next time!
Chaos-the-Maos ppL~

Im Obscenely WonderfuLL

2008-04-08T09:59:00.001-07:00

After about 4hrs of Msn-ing and doing totally nothing..
Something obscenely genius came to mind.. LoLs..
Its pretty good, bare with me

A Question
What is a Schlong?? Answer in 10 words or more.
haha.. Scrolled my list of contacts.. and asked practically anyone i know who wud know the answer.. i asked 10 ppl i think.. heck.. only 3 actually answered.. 1 i added for kicks.. Are malaysian's that obscenely verbal inactive?? haha.. GO figure. So! the answers..

Ian Tan: A penis which is a fairly good length. As opposed to a schlort, or a schledium.

Tiffy Wong: it is a phallic looking baby making sperm shooter thing lah!

Jolynn: A cock with substantial thigh-slapping length and girth.

"John ruined his sister's wedding when he drunkenly whipped out his schlong in front of everyone at the reception."

Carey: Ian (zzz)

Asked a few more others, asked Chan and Theo. They don't even know whats a Schlong. They probably have a schlort. haha..

Last but not LEast,

|anzz: A schlong is an obscenely cool way to comment on a Long 2-legged flying creature.

=)

Chaos-The-Maos PPL
Have a good night..

Goodbye Naich

2008-04-07T10:16:00.001-07:00

Just finished watching Wrestlemania 44.

Shawn Michaels defeated Ric Flair via pinfall.
Classic Match. A Classic Goodbye.

Call me a wanker for this. I'm a die hard WWE fan since i was 7. I saw Ric Flair lost and was forced 2 retire. Call me a wanker again, I'm sad. haha.. Ironically..
My favourite wrestler has retired and here are videos of his Goodbye.

Part 1

Part 2

I'm so Far Behindz.. [ 2008 so far Cont ]

2008-04-06T11:21:00.000-07:00

Uncle Ben's Bday, spent at Pong's and Balcony.. Nice outing.. Words can't describe it.. So, i've decided.. to make this a Picture Entry.. Probably out of laziness but what the hell.. I own this joint! =)

BirthdaY Boy - Uncle Big Head

Nelson, Alflirt and AhKai

Zhang Wei

Fresh pack of Sausages..

This to me, is the coolest B'day cake ever.. no joke.

Kai's Gone. Really Funny..

Dudes in the zone..

Take 2.. zzz

LoL.. NO comments

=D

ME! Wowing the crouds.. Not..

Alfred and Ben

4 P!

Crazy Bunch of Ppl

Mr Ben and the Mrs..

The only to girls at the Party

Okay! This is my debut as a bimbo blogger so dun mind my crappy captions and horrid photo orientation. Guess it ain't my style. haha.Can't be helped. My career as a bimbo blogger ends here. Anywhooz..

WILL TAKE A BREAK OF 2008 REVIEW.. Cos its getting real tiring and I haven got 4Gigs worth of pictures yet. So!! Gotta bring something new to the package next time around.
Chaos-The-Maos Ppl
HAve a nice DAy

2008 Review -Cont-

2008-04-04T02:30:00.000-07:00

So so, where was i?
My birthday, hmm hmm.. oh.. I left for Miri on my birthday. Depressing depressing. Was shell-shocked when i got back. Wasn't cool. And we had no internet, which made everything worse! I can't recall what i did that night. I remembered Shirlene, Wen Lih and Alfred coming over to chit chat. Haha. to think about it, it wasn't that bad.

NexT! a week consisting of 3 birthday celebrations. Started with Shirlene's. Simple ritual like birthday celebration but for once! it was a successful surprise. Lee and Yuki bought a cake from coffee bean, shared amongst 8-9 ppl i think. A bunch of us gathered at the junction towards Shirlene's house and walked 2 her place 2gether. LoL.. she was actually on the phone with Theo at the time.. LoL.. Great Success!!

The only disappointment was, she didn't cry. Nothing beats making someone cry tears of happiness on their bday. =D

NexT! NOob Noob Mi's bDay. No pictures were taken though. Good steamboat party with rice cookers.haha. Simple yet nice. Highlighted by Nanami bringing a piece of cake for his LoVa! And Bokasi ppl saying "Nanami give cake, the girl gif her underwear as present" LoLz..and of cos.. ALUBA! Kwan got "Drunken" too. All requirements were met. Oh, and the huge table from my house is still at Nanami's place. =) Who's gonna help me take it back?

NEXT! Uncle "Big Head" Ben's Bday.. COming up.. NexT EntrY. Stay Tuned!
Chao-The-Maos People
Have a great weekend.

2008 so far

2008-04-03T03:47:00.000-07:00

This blog was intended to be built some 3 months ago for the new year. But as usual, my laziness got over me and it was delayed 3 whole months. So! to make up for it, lets have a review of 2008.

As far as i remember, 2008 started with a thunderous explosion, and i mean thunderous. It just had to rain all day on Christmas eve until the very next morning so, my new year's countdown was practically under the rain. Got to Soho with Lynn and Aaron at around 10. Went to Fever to find Fabian and co.. Then head back to Soho. The irony of it all was, I didn't have a drop of alcohol in me because i couldn't get any service! No kidding man, i was actually waving cash in the air. It was packed though. After countdown, decided to go home since it was still raining. Reached home just to receive Jolynn's text, "Lets go back MojO". Went to pick her and met up with James, Yew Inn and co. All rather drunk though. It was closing time, only had a few gulbs of screwdriver from Eldon. Finally met up with Mayhua too after years. Ended up drinking up at Jolynn's place till 6am.

The next interesting day would be, Chinese New Year, very random i know. This would be a year with very little angpao money and extremely little luck! That's an understatement, really. You'll get the picture when you're actually there watching me lose my stacks. My loses ammounted to around 300, 180 of my angpao and a further 120 from debts people claimed back. That's all i'm gonna say about my gambling problem.

OkaY!, day 1 of cny. Typical actually, started off visiting grandparents in the morning till around noon. Then i'm off to Aaron's place then off to Ah Yee's for my first beer. That night went 2 ah yee's friend's place for gambling and i bumped into Carey and co. Joined them for drinking at some park til the police came. Expected really, we were singing, fooling around and smashing bottles. I don't have pictures of that night though but it sure was memorable. Went for breakfast near my place. Had roti canai and man, we were all high from GOd knows what. We were laughing at everything. From Fraken-stein to Carey wanting to whack his grandma with a stick. It was fun. OH i forgot, in the park, we made a massaging circle. haha!

Its off to Day-3 of cny now. Me, Lynnie and DAd went to Jessie Chung's place. My nationwide known auntie. Her house was an exclaimation mark for my last sentence. Pretty nice place and to rub it in, it just had to be her house number 3!, as in 3rd choice home. It was great though, to finally check out life on the other side of the river. Wasn't actually close to my Dad's side of the family. It was a great experience.

Me, Jessie and Lynn

Hmm, Next would be my 21st BirthdaY! I was too drunk to remember much so.. i'll let the pictures do the work.

Thanks ROn and Tiff for the cake and present. You guys rock.

NEXT! Niah Trip.. HaHa.. And That would be for the next post. Haha..
Chaos-The-Maos ppl..
Have a nice daY.

Quotes of the week..

2008-04-02T13:28:00.000-07:00

I closed my eyes and all i could see was you.
I opened my eyes and all i could see was reality.

The greatest pain would give birth to the greatest success.
The hardest trial, for the worthiest cause.
-Me-

The sky is so gray that it looks like it just cried
Jay Zhou - Tui Hou

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
Fm Static - Tonight

Right now
I know you can't tell
I'm down, and I'm not doing well
But one day these tears
They will all run dry
I won't have to cry
Sweet goodbye
Nina - Someday

This pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away?
Puddle of Mudd - Blurry

p/s: i'm jst emo =D

A Lifeline

2008-04-02T13:07:00.000-07:00

The revival of life itself.. Brings questions to lifelihood as it speaks. I have come of age and maturity brings untouched questions, yet unanswered till this point of time when effects are showing. Welcome to my life and world filled with happiness and sorrows. Pleasant reading.

Words from a person who cease to know anything about himself.