Felt like i haven eaten for days..

Tried sleeping awhile ago and I can't seem to doze off.. Have this sudden huge craving for food. Started around 7 in the evening yesterday when I had a memory flash about Jogoya where me and the pig ate like we haven eaten for months. Missed those small size coconuts and all you can eat haegan daz ice cream. Then in went to smaller things. Suddenly missed Poh Kwong Park Kueh Chap and Green Road Ah Pek Taugeh Mee. Now I'm so craving for openair market porridge to the point I keep going to Gordon's facebook at look at them pictures of porridge.

AAaAAHHhHHHHHH!!
=(

This time 2 months ago...

Sharon's been asking for this for God knows how long and somehow today the time was right.. It felt right too despite me potentially having H1N1.. but fuck that.. I got something more important to address today..


Today, 2 months ago.. something magical came into my life.. something, life-changing.. A revelation, changed me from the screw up I was.. to what I am today. 2 months ago, I made the greatest girl in the world, my greatest girl in the world..


We, are two of the most different people in the world, but for some odd reason, doesn't feel that way not even one bit.. we clicked, from hello.. She made falling for her.. impossible to resist.. Everytime I with her, she makes everything better, A bruise, a cut.. anger or sadness.


I think about her all the time.
I think about her even when I'm with her.
I look at her, and I can't stop looking at her.
I look at her and I think,
This woman could be the only one in the world who fully understands me..
I look at her and I think,
That angel knows who I am..
And loves me anyway..

Although you might never read this, or you'd read this after god knows how many months but.. baby.. 2 months ago you made me the happiest man in the world.. I'm not shy to tell this to the world.. Eventhough its only 2 months.. I'm already looking forward to the many more ahead..

.. I love you..

When Boredom takes over..desperation kicks in.. and...

You end up putting yourself through misery just to mainly past time.. And I did exactly that~! Okay, might be exaggerating a little bit.. but heck.. I deserve a little exaggeration. So, here's the story..
Been off the world of the facebooks, the bloggers, the youtubes.. etc etc for about 2 weeks because, I kindda lost my internet due to unpaid bills. ey~ don't look at me like it never happened to you.. its somewhat a semester routine for me. I start every semester with unpaid bills. Go ahead a judge me. And well, I kindda saw that coming so, I went online searching for games like any 22 yr old dude would do. And I couldn't find anything partially interesting. I ended up getting myself a copy of Wall-E which in many ways was a little bit of hell at itself. Not only was it like an overated old Sonic the Hedgehog typof game but what annoys me the most in the game is that they have them puzzles for 3 yr olds all over each stages. And for 2 weeks, I had to get by playing this poop. I actually finished the storyline twice just to get all the small artifacts or what they call it because, practically thats the only thing i was looking forward to in the game because they have them funny short clips each time Wall-E finds a rubber duckie, or a boomerang.. etc etc.

Just writing for writing's sake.. So.. till next time.. ToodleS

Wonder what Ev-vah is doing now..

My LURVE Affair with You!

This is a repeated post somewhat but I guess I'll have to go into deeper detail.. Woke up this morning, extremely early I might add and went on my usual start of the day rituals on the computer, varies from facebook, to newsnow for more Villa news and then to the emails and WOoo.. nuffnang. *click click*.

There's a competition!

Since I've been in Boring Central having something to do for once is like a gift from Heaven. Trust me. I'm in desperation for something different besides what I've been doing, here. So So, what do I love and miss the most. Something different from the usual girlfriend/boyfriend, buddies, family, transformers and those mumbo jumbo. Ran nowhere til it suddenly hit me, the biggest part of my teenage life. Was my bowling days. Here's the story.


My love affair started when I was 8. I started following my dad to the alley, he was a bowler and was pretty decent bowler back in the days, (psst.. crap when compared to my standards..haha) I used to follow him to the alley every week til eventually I met the guyz there. Most of my childhood memories surrounds the sport but my dad didn't allow me to start playing til I was 12 saying I'd break my wrist. Came to secondary school, immediately joined the club, dragged a few of my besties over too and Edward almost made the state squad. (u should thank me bud). Remembered i struct my first above 200 score after 4months. Then me and Edward used to keep score on our head to heads. Good times. I remembered me and Edward winning our first interschool league title on our first year in the squad with Romulus and Edwin. The LURVE affair didn't stop there. Went around competing, awesome experience, met loads of friends. I can't say along the way there weren't any bumps. Like any Lurve affair, they're ups and downs. Like every LURVE multi-grain chips, with a twist of a finger it cracks.

Downs were abundant from mistakes in judgments getting me into the coach's bad side, from disappointments from competitions to losing out on squads. Not to say the injuries I got from it. My fingers were a nightmare. Swells and dead skins all over. Blisters and cuts are usual demons.Snapped my back once, nothing to major but it didn't heal too well, am still having the occasional bother til today. Pulled a nerve from the palm til the elbow, couldn't write or do anything for about a month. Healthy snacking were always lacking. Spent all day at the alley so wez eating crap food but it all doesn't matter. I slept ate and breathed bowling.

It all ended after my high school days. I had to go off studying and the alley in Miri when I first got here was pathetic. Competitions were non-existent. Ended my dream when I lost my gear and picked up my ankle injury from futsal. The world just ain't as kind once you get older.

But hey, its better to LURVE than nvr LURVED at all. This LURVE affair wez all forgotten until i saw THIS.


Wi-Bowl Bowling Ball.. Applies to all bowling games for the Wii console which is absolutely 101% AWESOME! It even have finger plugs that makes it an awesomely real experience. Requires users to mimic every critical motion needed for real bowling itself. It's like playing bowling, but playing it at home! Although, I doubt the weight factor is included but.. hey, its still awesome~

till next time peeps~ nuffnang! call me =)
CHEERIOS

Roped into it..
Awaiting Execution..

When there's nobody around...

Ah~! taking a day of mcdrunkie duty and actually blog for once.. Been a long time since i actually written anything humanly readable.. Kindda miss it.. Wonder how people get by with picture blogs and drawings.. Probably ain't that into drawing after all.. But c'mon.. mcdrunkie's cute rite? haha ..

Been alone in miri for the past few days and it really isn't too bad.. Seriously~ partially cos I don't have anything troubling to think about now.. Nothing sad to dwell on.. and I find it rather relaxing. Getting by with nothing to do.. All day to myself and somehow everything looks brighter. The grass looks greener. The air feels fresher. I'm in heaven. Feels like home in Miri somehow. A relaxing slacking town. Kuching's getting a lil over hustling and bustling. Soon to be the next KK and later KL i suspect. Which sucks.. haha I don't wanna have to drive 30mins to an hr to a mall.. Wreaks! Ya'll might be wondering how i get by time, with yaknow everyone elsewhere. Well. I still have Shirley and Jason for the mean time. Ok.. back to the point..

I start my days, freaking early. Don't ask me why.. I wake up around 6 or so. Den off to Fun Cafe for breakfast. I'm there every single morning to the point the aunty knwos what I drink and eat everyday. Odd i know. They're Kuching people, so.. feels more homely. Spend about an hr there looking at pictures in Chinese Newspapers and enjoying the coffee den I head home. Once home.. i laze around doing this...

Screwing around with my mum's farm on barn buddies. Yeah my mum's a facebooker.. ain't that the coolesT?

WOrking on my restaurant.. hehe.. =P

An on occasions like today, There's a WWE Pay PEr View on, WWE Bash. So I went on Justin.tv. Catch the show live and for free~. GOt annoying though cause management kept closing down channels. So, spents a while switching here and there. I caught the whole show though, wasn't the best but cheap, so what the hell. The main event was crap though. Didn't match the hype.

So.. for the rest of the day, I spent it on...

Texting.....texting... and texting...

Minor minor weight work.. too light though .. need the aerobics =P~ I'm like one of those crackers yaknow, coated by a layer of blub.. from head to toe.. SERIOUS.. =(

And when the 80 gigs of movies, shows and sitcoms doesn't cut it.. I....

Got vain.. haha..

CHEerios.. Peeps.

Yes! I was a Jacko Wanabe~

Grew up idolizing the man, wanting to be the man, tried moving like the man and I think I sounded like the man, or so i hoped.

The lost of a legend, the lost of an icon, the lost of the man. Tribute to the man who made me who I am today. "If you wanna be my lover, it don't matter if your black of white.." Cheers mate, may u bring life to the afterlife.

A funnel kills even a mug of beer~

You don't know how it feels to die before you go 1 on 1 with...

THE FUNNEL

Mcdrunkie wasn't around to blog for the past few days because. he was a little too busy drinking and recovering from major hangover.. so.. yeah.. been a weekend of hardcore partying.. And when mcdrunkie says hardcore.. it is HARDCORE.. haha.. well.. for most of the participants, they're leaving miri for good with their future to look forward to and with a pinch of sadness and jubilance.. we partied hard~

but i wouldn't know because, I kindda forgotten or was not even awake for the most of it. My memory are plain stories from the rest.. so.. BUMMER to me..

Before i died.. haha..

the 61 liters we finished~.. ( calculations made my alflirt )

till next time peeps..
=)

SIck of You~

I am so sick of your lies..
so sick of your empty promises..
Why even give me hope at the 1st place?
Don't say I'm childish.. cos I am not..
You don't know what I have to go through, you don't understand..
Screw it.. Screw you..

As Promised! I am Back!

Been awhile, been a long wait.. At long last, i resurrected my liver's darkest fear..

MCDRUNKIE!

YOu know You know..

LoL.. I am bored..

Just got home from a night out with the gang.. went Soho and the Island, haha.. meet all my needs.. Was in a boozing mood and well, i boozed all night.. which was awesome.. I had 2 mugs of Guiness at Soho, cost me a god damn fortune and a sex at the beach cocktail, which when compared to the rest, tasted the most awesome.. LoL.. I currently still boozing..downling me carlsberg.. haha.. omg.. spent too much money today.. so from tomorrow onwards.. i gotta start eating grass.. haha..

OH OH OH!
i promise you!! tomorrow, mcdrunkie will finally make a long awaited return.. been a while since i drew.. haha.. well.. seeya 2mr peeps.. =D
hugs and kisses.. =D
cheerioss

When the time comes..

When the time comes, I might be able to smile again..
When the time comes, I might be able to stop the rain..
When the time comes, Skies will be blue and all would be true..
That in reality happiness is long overdue..

I choose to avoid,
And that i am certain..
I choose to avoid,
And that I in no return..
I choose to avoid,
Cause is troubling otherwise,
I choose to avoid
As there's no end by doing otherwise..

What else am I to do..
What else could I have done..
When all printed black and blue..
When all is set and done..

What else would you have done..
If you were in my shoes..
Will you flee and run..
Or will you stay and choose..
For there's no happy ending..
In this sobbing ranting.
I for one had had enough..
I for one is not that tough..
I am only human..
I am only sane..
I am only that capable..
To not drive myself insane..

Till next post peeps..
thanks for listening 2 the ranting..

A view on the highs and lowss

Yesterday was awesome.. and well..today practically sucked.. Big time.. There's just too wide of a difference and..further aggravates the suckitivity of today.. Bitter sweet my ass.. All I could picture doing now is grab a stick and whack the poop outta my Unit Controller for the workload I'm having to do today.. Cunt.. suck on this..

Escape Escape..

Another night spent typing and reading my ass off.. accompanied by buddies and my pack of reds.. Man.. Gonna be a hell of a month till finals.. =P Yr 3 yr 3... pls pls come to an end.. FASTER

Work work work

Why am I studying this load of crap?
Why is it so god damn hard?
Why why why?

What are the oddS?

Two entries in a day..after an absence of about a month or so.. what are the odds? Came in to clear out the emoness in the realm of mcdrunkie.. man i miss my drawings.. anyone miss it too? I wonder.. have been busy trying to figure out how to do the combine project and it is damn hell a huge challenge.. No doubt.. Possibly the hardest project to date and i'm busting my brains.. not saying it literally.. Its tough, worth 50 marks so.. Gotta keep going on i guess.. Got a bunch of tests next week too.. so..gotta get it done by this week.. Or else I'm doomed.. Stress.. Misfortunes usually come in times like these.. Lets see how things'll work out this time around.. Chances are.. not too good.. Gotta try being a better student..

When it falls, it falls all at once.

Been awhile since I last updated and heaps have happened.. Emokids have evolved into a bigger family now.. Fun are further expanding.. Just that, everything is clouded.. General happiness just don't cut it anymore.. As annoying as it seems, expectations have increased.. This back as it was a yr ago would be legendary.. Just don't cut it..

Fake smiles go dry eventually, and its coming to an end now. I'm drowning in the midst of deprivation. Deprived of what I really need. A wanting so deep, and for the 1st time after such a long time. Stupidity it may be, unappreciative as I was.. I finally realized.. I am only happy when I see the smile I've longed for each and everyday.. your shine of the sun.. your winkle of the moonlight.. your litters from the stars.. is where my happiness lies

Let's Go BowLing!!

With half the emokids gone home or on the road trip to Kuching.. Me, Victor, Jason and Yuki, with Felix and Tracy went for bowling and movies. See how i put the couples together? haha. Last but not least, Ian with his Dunhills and his ex-baby.. B-b-b-owwlingg.. Funny thing is after all this years.. it's still the most fun ever.. With the fundings, U'd probably see me back in the bowling scene.. My offshore platform had better have a bowling alley. haha.. That'll occupy my weeks and months up in the middle of nowhere man..

AnYwhoo.. PictureS!

Muh Shoes.. God knows Y Yuki-jie took this pictures.. foot fetish maybe.. =D

LoL.. Ball Selections People.. they come with many colors.. All with different weights to fulfill your everyday needs.. Man.. look at my flabs =(



Muh final Approach.. LoL.. Not too shabby not too shabby.. Arms bending over a little.. Gotta correct that next time.. I miss my old gear man.. No clue where its at now.. HardBalls jst won't do with heavy pins. I get splits for fun. Pockets shots went light give me 5-10 5 -7 splits.. All fun all fun.. Managed a 132 , 134 and 166. Massive drop of standard.. Lets go play again peeePS~ =)

Me! superbly satisfied.. =) man im still fat =(

Earth Hour! Emokidz style~

Earth Hour emokid style, Lights Off.. Booze On~
60 cans in 60mins..
And Guess Wad..
We did it!

15 minutes in..
30 minutes in..

aNd all of a sudden the lights went on and.. VOILA

Great Success~!! 60 cans in 60 minutes..

With 7 cans in the system, in an hr.. we start doing stupid things.. this is one of them..

Boo~

The one and only casualty.. Partial Casualty..

Til next time Peeps,
Happy Earth Hour..

With The emowolves around..

I need 2 emails.. One specially for the facebook and the other for actual amusement. Its crazy the amount of notifications they'd give me a day with picture comments and Mr. and Miss Curtin jokes, status comments and etc etc. Its crazy. 2009 unread mails in about a week or so. Sick guyz, SICK! haha.. Like the irony of the number though.

I promised you more pictures.. so here's PArt 2 of Bimbo Post 101.. In today's class, we tend to the more viewer friendly, eye-pleasing, panoramic orgasmic pictures.

LooK~ its a tree!

Wow! A Tree says Shirlene.. and Rachel goes "huh?"

Its a BirD!? Its A plane?! Naww, its jst a cheapass Doraemon Kite..

After the Crocodile fight.. The Croc is in the water.. Oh.. gluck 4 exams btw Miss Croc..

Didja get ur panoramic orgasm? No? Neither did I.. Well.. maybe this will ignite something. Its cheesy pics of the sunset. haha.. Good shots tho.

Till Next Time PEeps~ Rotaract Welcoming PartaY~

I promised you pictures~ or did i? *Part 1*

Oh yes i did! Here's pictures from the Beach Partay~.. No bikinis and mankinis.. c'mon.. this is Malaysia we're talking about. The nation of obscure insecurities when it comes to sexiness..

The GrouP
The spectators.. hot ppl i know..
(apple, apple's bf, chan, bao shu and tingmung)
spelling of names are probably wrong..

Now now, have you heard of the game "Ah Seng"? One of those childhood games I used to play back in kindergarten and primary school. Well, if you're a dude and never heard of it. You probably never had a childhood or are too well pampered to play games that doesn't require melamine induced products.

Provocation aside, Ah Seng is a game where you have to run from one end to another of a rectangle. Easy. The trick to it is that there are lines with guards that would restrict you the easy access and a simple tap would mean you're caught. The winner would be the team with the most members at the finishing line.

Spectating the earlier rounds..
And the game begins..
Check out the guy with the Villa Jersey~ but to no avail though, Benson made it through..
After all that running, we started throwing people into the water. Pictures weren't taken from the rest of our victims but this one was a tough one. It's like fighting a croc. She was wiggling like there's no tomorrow. A great challenge but noone can stop emokids~

More pictures to come in part 2 peeps..
Till next time..